So...the school year is getting near the end...and I'm freaking out. I've been dreading graduation since...my freshman year xD; I don't want to go out on my own...I'm not ready (I'll be staying with my parents as I go to college, but I'm going to have a lot more responsibility that I don't want). I'm horrified at the idea of getting a job, and I think that might be part of why I'm having such trouble finding one o_o" It's not that I don't want to work, it's that I'm afraid of driving there and dealing with the people who work there and the people who would do business there. I'm scared of the future, especially after college. I'm scared of being fully responsible for everything by myself, like expenses and finding a home and keeping track of it and such. People in my class mention graduation and how excited they are and how they want to get away from home...whenever they do, I always feel naseous.

On a happier note, my Pokemon: Platinum Version game came a month back or so XD I've been playing like crazy and I only just caught Mesprit. Does anyone know a simple way to find Suicune the first time on Fire Red so that I can track it with my Pokedex (lolrandom)? I don't think there is, but I thought I'd ask XD;;

Ha, I'm skipping prom XDD Everyone is freaking out at me that I have to go to my senior prom. I ask them why and they say, "But...it's your senior prom!" And I say, "Um...so?" Then they get all weird on me because I don't want to go ',8D I just don't understand the point of going. It's basically just a fancy dance that we have to dress up for (hate dressing up with a passion lol) and go to some stupid place I don't want to go to after XD I'm having a friend of mine over instead and we're going to play Sonic Adventure 2: Battle XDDD

So, I know that this is late, but I want to say Happy Easter to everyone! This year my church really reminded me what the whole point of Easter was (and made me feel kind of bad that I almost lost it lol). I really love church; I wish that I could go every day XDD May God bless all of you!
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